Pagparam ng Liwanag ng Puso

Dear ____,

Grabe! nakakainis... ba't pa kita nakilala.. hehe.. ok lang sana kung may purpose kang maganda in my life... but what can I say... i ended up falling for you... Andami kong gustong gawin para mapakita sayo how much I like you but u will certainly find me shallow... more so... weird... haha.. But what can i do... nothing exactly.. that's why I kept it to my self... That's why I kept all the pain.. all the tears to myself...

I want to avoid you because each and evryday I hear your voice... I fall deeper.. I want to tell you how I tried waking up early just to see you... how i tried to stay just to see you... How you distract my mind in the most beautiful way I can't imagine... I am selfish.. i am immature because I thought to myself that life with you is possible...

You never knew of the drastic changes to my life because of you... Cos I never fell for someone like you.. Grabe! Ngaun I can almost trade anything just to have you... BUT I CAN'T... I am a very simple man.. whose life has changed because of you... Changes that you never imagined because you never thought who i was talking about was you (or maybe sometimes, but in those times I ended up denying).... I am writing this because I want to forget you

I want to avoid you... But it hurts so bad just the thought of me.. wanting to get over you... I don't want to let you in my heart.. because I know you won't want it for me... for you... I thought u were afraid... Hindi pala... I was the one who was afraid... To lose your trust...

Sorry.. I met you... You met me..

-Bench

Why does it Hurt So Bad

Whitney Houston

Why does it hurt so bad

Why do I feel so sad

Thought I was over you

But I keep crying

When I don't love you

So why does it hurt so bad

I thought I had let you go

So why does it hurt me so

I gotta get you outta my head
It hurts so bad

Oh it hurts so bad baby

My life's been better

Since the day I left you

I must admit life's been kind to me

I went and did the things I said I would

I found someone who loves me for me

Haven't had much drama since the day that we split

My heart's never been more at ease

And when I think of all the things you put me through

Leaving you has been the best thing for me

[Chorus:]

So why does it hurt so bad

Why do I feel so sad

I thought I was over you

But I keep crying

When I don't love you

So why does it hurt so bad

Baby I thought I had let you go

So why does it hurt me so
I gotta get you outta my head

Hurts me so bad

Hurts so (yeah you do)

Hurts so (hurts me so)

Hurts so bad (did you know)

Hurts so (that it hurts me so)

Hurts so (so bad, hey hoh)

"Never again" that's what I said to myself

I never wanna feel kind of pain again

Just when I think it's over

Just when I think it's through

I find myself right back in love with you

What's in a Song?

Hay... dami kong naaalalang magandang kanta ngaung mga panahong ito.. di ko lam kung bakit.. hmm.. dami kasi mga kanta na nakakarelate me.. cguro dahil preho kami nung sumulat ng kanta... hala! hehehe... anyways.. basta daming mga kantang naglilinger sa mind ko...

tulad na lang ng...

Somwhere Out There (Our Lady Peace)...

i miss your purple hand...

i miss the way you taste...

now we are...

is all so far

you're falling out of reach... defying gravity

...i know you're out there

somewhere out there

Without You (Charlie Wilson)

do you know how much i love you?

what we shared.. i can't forget...

heaven knows...

...what to say even though for right now..

you're so far away

...Lately, my sun doesn't shine without you

I Love You Good Bye (Nina)

i love you goodbye...

(hahaha)

Oh well i guess i was still bitter after all.. haha.. anyways... basta there are people out there who believe in me... i will not die...

Though sometimes i imagine asking you... 'What about me? Don't you know that I am dying because of you?'

A Song For You

Here.. alone now... and i am thinking I am singing this song for you.. Said I love you for my life.. But you're a friend of mine...

I had a great day kanina... Sana maulit uli ung katulad nung last term... haaay I am once again keeping my hopes high ulit... hehe... :)

Can Lose You

... pwede ba umalis ka na sa buhay ko... i don't wanna feel your presence because I am still hurting... I heal but while I heal... I am hurting stilll...
I am avoiding you but your giving me reasons not to... please.. stay away of my life... so please...
....saya ng aming temr break bonanza... i got drunk... ahaha

Never Knew Love 'Til I Found You

... Because love was not you.... Now I know what Love is....

This was a very life altering experience... for the first time I was not bitter of the prensent my special someone has at the moment.... i knew they both love each other and I can not do anything about that... I don't want to cause trouble.... I don't want to appear as someone who is suffering....

I knew from the very start I was taking a risk.... and sadly that risk did not pay off... Because I was afraid to tell the truth... I was afraid of getting hurt... I stayed on the safest side in my life... But at the end... i still got hurt... awww... sad...? not really...

...but true

I thought i saw dead stars... but it was the dim cloudy skies of night time that hid those stars' light to my eyes... in the end... i thought i got over... but i was deceived.... the light of my star was still shining bright.... not extinguished... though i hoped it was...

I have met one.... it was you... but u broke my heart gently as ur wings have spread in my sky so blue... i thought it would embrace me... but i was wrong....

I loved... i cried... alone.. but now... my Sun will shine... without you...

...i guess we were two different people....

One Big Question

Will you be there for me when everyone wants to turn their backs against me?

'Cos I will be there for you if the same shit happens... No reservations.. No more questions....:)

Complete Me....

Without You
Charlie Wilson

Mmm-hmmm...
It feels like a lifetime, a thousand days have passed by
Since I held you close to me
If I could see that smile from my friend
I know that I could live again
I need you here with me
Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right now you're so far away
I hope and I pray
Somewhere in your heart I'll always stay
Girl, lately my sun doesn't shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step and my last breath in my life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
'Cause my sun doesn't shine, sun doesn't shine without you
This is more for me than for you
Girl, I finally see there's no substitute
For what we have
Do you know how much I love you
Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right now you're so far away
Gonna tell you and show you
Do whatever I can do to get back to you
Girl, lately my sun doesn't shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step and my last breath in my life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
'Cause my sun doesn't shine, sun doesn't shine without you