Never Knew Love 'Til I Found You

... Because love was not you.... Now I know what Love is....

This was a very life altering experience... for the first time I was not bitter of the prensent my special someone has at the moment.... i knew they both love each other and I can not do anything about that... I don't want to cause trouble.... I don't want to appear as someone who is suffering....

I knew from the very start I was taking a risk.... and sadly that risk did not pay off... Because I was afraid to tell the truth... I was afraid of getting hurt... I stayed on the safest side in my life... But at the end... i still got hurt... awww... sad...? not really...

...but true

I thought i saw dead stars... but it was the dim cloudy skies of night time that hid those stars' light to my eyes... in the end... i thought i got over... but i was deceived.... the light of my star was still shining bright.... not extinguished... though i hoped it was...

I have met one.... it was you... but u broke my heart gently as ur wings have spread in my sky so blue... i thought it would embrace me... but i was wrong....

I loved... i cried... alone.. but now... my Sun will shine... without you...

...i guess we were two different people....