PHOTO

I wish we had a photo together.. so we can see the way we were... so we can see the way we are... I never wished for us to be together but if time permits.. I will be happy.. most happy cos your with me...

Lyrics ng:
Photo
Ryan Cabrera

A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things I wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
'Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you
When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot
Timing lost minutes and moments
And I might be lonely girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second
It all comes right back to me
Nothing's forgotten now
Yeah everything's saved
What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you
When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot
You were my life
you were my faith
You gave me hope every day
When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Let Me Go Home

I gotta go home.. I wanna go home.. i wanna come back home...

I think of the circumstances that have been ocuring in my life, I may conclude to myself that I am seemingly lost nowadays.. I don't know why.. I can't seem to understand how but it is really amazing that despite the known fact of me being lost.. I don't want to look for the path back to where I was..

So many things have happened recently but one thing remains- I just miss one person.. It's hard.. sabi nila we should take the risk of telling the one we love our feelings.. kahit lalayo sila.. even if it will cause us so much pain.. but sometimes.. people just can't do the idealistic shit of letting go.. bcause they think that the love they have.. is the love they ever wanted...

Sad but true... :(

Teen Housemates ni Kuya...

I personally think all the PBB housemates are phony.. I mean lahat sila.. hahaha.. why? Here's my take on them... Short lang ito kasi uhmm ayoko magtype masyado.. kktmad.. hehe

Let's start with uhmm... Gerald- High testosterone moron who thinks every girl will go ga-ga over him.. funny thing such creatures exists pa pala.. haha

Kim- cutie cute gurl with na nice and very decieving smile.. haha

Nina- *laughs* hahaha.. moment mikee arrives she thinks they already have a common friend.. haha.. She just wants to be liked but I think it will be otherwise.. haha

Jamilla- Aaaaw... :( naH! i mean the gurl must face the consequences of her early motherhood.. enuf of the drama.. that's just a sympathy mechanism ya'll..

Aldred- my personal bet but i think he's a little shy and all... I think smart kiddos should rule the whole game.. haha but he can't... we'll see though.. I'l give him the benefit of the doubt

Matt- Kanto-boy who just happens to have an american father.. but still a kanto-boy.. haha..

Olyn- uhmm who the fuck??

Clare- Very naive of the backstabbing and all.. very phony cos she's a beauty queen.. idealistic biatch

Bam- again one of my personal bets but i think he might turn out to be the Mitch this season... everyone's friend at the start.. everyone's enemy when he will go out..

Mikki- ROBOT... haha.. a real ROBOT... she won't even take off her motorcycle jacket kahit nasa bahay na sya... cguro kasi di pa sinasabi ni kuya.. tsk tsk..

Fred- typical RO cadette.. CONTROL FREEEAAAK... Hahaha.. hunky daw sya... ahem... am i allowed to throw up??

and lastly.. ang pinakaphony sa lahat...
Mikee-:) grade of 99?? ok.. kala nya kasi siguro sya lang.. hahaha.. but in fairness one of the thing na magpopropel up sa kanya sa game ay ang pagiging atenean.. :)

Don't get me wrong.. I never auditioned for this show.. i just find them PHONY...

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Some Chinese Coins I Bought Before the Chinese New Year

Just wanna share wit ya'll

Complete me... You Complete me

naniniwala ako sa kasinungalingan.. naniniwala akong mas mabuting hindi mo na malaman.. kasi mawawala ka lang sa akin.. hindi mo na ako kakausapin.. lalayo.. magagalit.. ayoko ng ganon eh.. kahit sa totoo naman masama rin yung nagtatago ng nararamdaman..

Naguguluhan na ako.. hindi ko alam kung ano ba yung dapat kong gawin... ikaw lang ung sinisigaw ng puso ko at hanggang kailanman ako maaring mag-intay.. basta andun ka sa dulo ng lahat ng daanang tinatahak ko.. aantayin ko.. titiisin ko.. dahil un lang ung makakapagbigay saakin ng kaligayahan...

Mahirap kang mahalin kasi marami kang pinipili sa buhay mo kahit para sa yo indi ka mapili.. kahit madali kang magustuhan.. nasa'yo ang kasagutan.. dinggin mo ang lahat ng pagsiphayo ng damadaming ang ninais lang naman ay magmahal... at mahalin..

We Belong
Toni Gonzaga

Hhhmmm
Hhhmmm
I've tried to tell you
So many times
These feelings of mine
But I know it's not that easy
Let think you know
How I love you so

Refrain:
Complete me
You complete me
I've never felt this way
Complete me
You complete me
Like words in melody

Chorus:
Don't you know that we both belong baby
Don't you know that we will last forever
Don't you know that we both belong
I knew it from the start
We belong

Hoping that someday
For that hello
Just a simple hello
And maybe tomorrow
I'm the reason you smile
And you make my day

Repeat Refrain & Chorus

Bridge:
Together
You're my shelter in the pouring rain
I just hope that you will see
You and me,
We belong

Repeat Chorus

WE BELONG... or so i thought

I really was so happy nung pinoprofess ko na depressed ako.. haha... Feeling ko kasi I was in wonderland for like 5 hours... Basta... Sana ganun na lang.. pero palagi naman akong masasaktan kung sakaling ganun.. naguguluhan ako.. sana naman nakita na nya kung gaano syang kahalaga sa buhay ko... kasi alam ko kaya kong punan lahat ng pagkukulang ko

alam ko kasi.. mahal ko siya.. pero this feeling is so premature.. this feeling takes away the reality of me getting hurt.. though it gives me comfort... though it gives me temporary happiness... I know id still end up getting hurt..

completely you complete me... but u dared not complete me... for u know ur real happiness.. you may never find in me..

Hey people... This is my new blogsite... I think Il be better in exploring myself by publishing more personal posts here... :)

It's really quitefun people.. :)